Don't you have one of those days where you feel like you're abandoned or neglected? Well that's what i'm feeling right now. For the past few days, ever since I moved into my house with my mother...everything between me and her has been changing rapidly. Every time I come home from work, she's either gone or she has a special "friend" over. Every time this happens, I feel like i'm a worn out bag that she has been carrying on her back for far too long and she finally decides to lock me up in her closet full of memories. That's what I feel like when i'm around her. We don't talk anymore like we used to and whenever we do have the chance to talk she doesn't have anything to say or she's texting on her phone...I love my mother really much and I want her to be happy but tossing your child away to the curb is really cruel and heartless. So for the past few days i leave early to work and stay way later than i'm supposed to be...so i don't feel like that worn out bag that's been locked away in the closet....but i still feel that way even if i am away from her. I want my mother back but I want her to be happy....what should i do?

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Stay by Rihanna

All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air, I said show me something
He said, if you dare come a little closer

Round and around and
Around and around we go
Ohhh now tell me now tell me now
Tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take, it's given

Round and around and
Around and around we go
Ohhh now tell me now tell me now
Tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like i can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

Ohhh the reason i hold on
Ohhh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one
But I'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light
It's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like i can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay, stay
I want you to stay, ohhh